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7/23/2013

It's a Monday.

I hate Mondays.

Well, since it's the beginning of a new week, I think it's just fitting that I start something as well.

See, I've been writing this story for AGES now. But I can't find the time to finish it. Maybe as I blog it, I may get out of this writer's block and be able to make something out of it.

Why don't we start it off with the cover. :)

So, here's the plan. Every week, I'm going to post a chapter from this thing I've been working on. Then we'll see where it goes from there. :)

Be sure to check in next week for the first chapter of Fall From Grace... my (pathetic) attempt at my own YA novel haha!

Here goes nothing...

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The Worth of Time

7/22/2013

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Everybody talks about how important time is, right? How each moment should not be wasted... how each precious second should be made worthwhile? I admit, I was one of those people.

Emphasis on the was.

The thing I realized today is that, whether you make each day worth your damn while or not, time will pass and you can never get it back. What happens happens and as much as you might wish that it would, it won't bend for you. No matter how crappy your day turns out and you just want it to end, or no matter how great it is that you wish it won't end at all, the clock will keep on ticking. Reminding you that it won't wait for you to get your shit together.

Everyday, I see people trying to plot out their days, their hours; every damn minute of their day is scribbled down in a planner or a notebook. I used to want to be like them. I envied their ability to keep their lives together, organize their days, to plot out what they do today, tomorrow, next week. I used to envy them that.

Not anymore.

Isn't it ironic? People spend so much of their time and energy planning their days in an effort to make their time worthwhile when in fact, every time they sit down to carefully plot their schedules, they lose so much of the precious time the wanted to cherish. It's a shame, really... and it's a shame that I share.

I may seem to live inside my own bubble these days. Sometimes, I wonder. Where do I go from here? My life seems to be in a constant state of misdirection. And then I realize that there is more to life than a list of times and dates on a piece of paper.

Spontaneity. It makes life more interesting. So many people plan their lives so much that they forget to live it. I can't tell you how to live your life. But what I do know is that living is being alive. It's living on that constant edge of uncertainty... in not knowing what tomorrow brings. It's not being afraid to let life flow at it's own pace instead of controlling it. Because you can't. The more you try to control it, the more that it confines you and the next thing you know, you're working an 8-to-5 dead end job, doing the same thing today as you did yesterday... and the day before that... and the day before that... and will probably be doing the same old routine all over again tomorrow.

That's not living. Not for me, at least.

Be spontaneous. Be creative. Be ALIVE.

That's what makes each tick of that clock worthwhile.

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Lazy Saturday... or is it just me?

7/21/2013

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UGH.

I hate it when I know I have so much to do and, guess what? I ain't doing anything.

It's frustrating, that's all. This overcast day isn't doing anything to help my mood (or my motivation) either. I just feel like lounging around in my bed with the next book on my TBR pile. But no can do, my GPA is gonna go down faster than a bitch on heelless shoes.

To add insult to injury, remember that professor I told you guys about? The one who said not to study a part of her exam then includes it all the same? Well, she's one of the lecturers for the topics for my exam on Monday. Well, I guess I learned my lesson, right? Looks like I'd be hitting the books for the rest of my weekend, as much as I hate that.

*Funny why I still call it a weekend and I don't feel anything ending at all. It's just one stressful day after another.

Again, sorry for my ranting. I don't blame you if you stop reading my posts now. I sound annoying and obnoxious even to myself.

Oh, well. That's what stress does to a girl... Ugh! I gotta stop writing about the same things soon or this blog'll be over before it even began. I'll write about something interesting next time around.

Toodles!

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Blogging on the Go

7/21/2013

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Yay! Got the weebly app for my iPad and iPhone. Now I can blog wherever I go :))

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TGIF... I think?

7/20/2013

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It's been such an exhausting week! I feel physically, mentally, emotionally drained.

I need a weekend of R&R, stat. Oh, wait. No can do. Still got exams for next week.

Ugh. When will this torture end?! I want my mommy.

It's Friday and I've got the weekend ahead of me (no duh!) Question is, what do I do with the next two days of class-free bliss? Of course, I've got to make some time for Monday's exam on PhysDys Assessments. Hello, late nights, goodbye sleep (and social life. I love you, blog. You're my only friend now.)

Anyway. Just a mid-afternoon-post-exam rant.

Laters.

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